Boarded Up

Wrote this last week.

tear down her walls
build the all back up
put them all around her heart
so she won't fall again

she's been hurt so many times before
and now she says no more
she's tired of feeling
while getting nothing in return

she can't stand this pain
says she'll never love again
she did the worst thing possible
she fell for her friend

he was everything she ever wanted
everything she ever dreamed
sometimes it seemed he like her too
or maybe it was just a dream

he was everything to her
her heart, her hopes, her dreams
but soon it won't matter
her heart will be boarded up again

Sugarcult

"Pretty Girl (The Way)"

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
Love

Pretty girl, pretty girl

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
You can never get 'em out of your head

It's the way
That he makes you cry
It's the way
That he in your mind
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
Love

Love

So i've never been one to believe in love. Haven't believe in it for the past 5 years. That is until now. Until I met him. And now I don't know what i'm going to do if he doesn't want me back. I don't even know how to put into words the way that I feel about him except for that i've never felt this way about anyone ever before...

Happy Day

Okay so yea i'm incredibly confused and have no idea what the fuck to do but i'm lovin it lol!

Nick- this IS about starting a new life. And part of starting over is falling down sometimes. So yes I will bitch and moan. But this is MY blog and I WILL write what I WANT. And i'm sorry if I don't feel like going and getting compeletly wasted with people I don't even know. I don't even drink with the people that I know. And by the way I DO love myself. Lol. I never said I didn't.

Melissa get your mind out of the gutter!

Anyway but yea like I was saying this guy ***** is confusing the living daylights out me. I don't know if he likes me or not. I think he does though. But how the hell do you ask a guy if he likes you as more than a friend or not because I really don't knwo how.

I Give Up

Disclaimer: Do not take any of this personally, it is not meant to offend it's just how I feel.

So yea I feel very loved... or not. All my friends came back home for spring break last week. Can you guess how many stopped by or even called? None. Do you know when the last time I heard from any of my friends was? Really? Because I don't either. I am coming to this realization that I have no friends and that I am unable to be loved. I mean like everyone has someone but me. Everyone has someone that loves them, except for me. I don't know what I did to my friends. I'm just alone in the world. Just me, myself, and I.

Graphix

The post before this will explain this post. Some you may have to refresh to play them. Which is coincidentally most of them.
(actually yes I do..) (hehe me and corey lol)